Friday, September 20, 2013

Reflecting before My Gastric Balloon

I’m sitting here just hours before what I am now thinking of the first day of the rest of my life. I am truly hoping that my life changes tomorrow. This year has been a whirlwind for me and some good luck and changes are what I need to turn it around. This is a lifestyle change for my husband and I. We want to be the healthiest we have ever been by the end of next year.

As for the not eating for 36 hours, my body isn’t that hungry however my mind is looking for solid food. After talking to Doctors I know that my mind is what I am battling this year. I have to learn to adjust and listen to what my body says. I find it weird, I am a 34 year old woman and I have either forgotten or never learned to listen to my body. Maybe its that I try to control my eating because I lack control else where, but that feels like an excuse. Maybe its that I just didnt care before, but what I know now, 100% is that I am ready to make the change and I will need all the help I can get.


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